I hate pretty much every part of my body but especially my belly, back fat and breasts. There is way too much of each and I pray for them to go away so I can feel fit and normal. So deciding which part to focus on was difficult. I immediately thought of my favorite photographer, Irving Penn, and his nudes of larger women. Those images remind me a lot of how I see myself. Therefore, I chose to photograph my breasts. So many girls say they would love to have them, but they don't realize how heavy they are. My back hurts, I have stretch marks, and it's really hard to buy tops of any sorts without looking like I'm wearing a tent. I've considered a breast reduction because even when I lose wight, they don't go anywhere. I shot them many different ways, but decided on a shot when I'm turning away, as well as a more abstract shot and out them together as a diptych. The images are beautiful to me and they reflect my style. I loved my breasts in my twenties when I was more superficial and skinnier. I just wanted to beautiful. Now, in my 30s, I don't really care. I just want to be happy.